ok, I'm ticked, someone got on my website and changed it to "proud to be a republican"! that makes me angry.  i don't see how they got my password!!!

what's sad is that i don't even know how long it has been up... ???

ps.  good to talk to everyone again...in thailand right now! :o)

well it's a rainy day today...it always seems to feel sureal on a rainy day... but i like them.

anyway i've started working at the macaroni grill in little rock and i just love it.  i actually look forward to going to work...if you can imagine. i just have so much fun joking around with the people there and the managers actually care about their workers. and they go out of their way for them.  atleast that's my perspective. 

i'm really starting to love being here in conway...everyone of the people i meet here especially the chi alpha students, when you really start to get to know them, there is just something so great and unique about each one.

life just seems so beautiful lately...

so everybody did ya'll have great holidays?  and i say holidays considering the span of time since my last post... :o)

i feel the upcoming year will bring many changes for God knows the plans He has for me and I know they will be good ones! 

my news years resolution will be to work harder on holding on to the people that i have loved and who have loved me...

i believe that is the true answer to loneliness...

a poem....   Jan. 2003

i thought you were the one

but no...

you could never understand

what really drove me

the Being that was greater

than what we had

was greater than the love

we never knew.

the chill is in the air,

you know where i wanna go...

way down to kokomo...

oooo pretty mama...

if only i had a sailboat....

hey!  had a great weekend at fall retreat!  we went to stillwater resort in branson.  here are the girls that rode with me....hallelujah! we made it there and back alive...even with the deer jumping out from everywhere! 

aren't they beauties!  i'm just surrounded by them!